Crash Landed

These have just been the most prevalent thoughts and ideas of mine for the past few days and it's just now that it was made bloggable by a triggering sermon made by our professor earlier. 

I don't know, but as he (our professor) was giving us his sermon and emotional sentiments on how disappointed he was due to some reasons which are true and some of which are perceived from his own authoritative-dominant point of view was just (this maybe an understatement, but honestly) heart breaking. I know deep inside, that those ideas and disappointment he shared would matter in ways, one, because right now, he's our prof, and second, maybe in the future, we would get back to those sermons and stand corrected, indeed. Yes, they would value, they would mean to us, however, from my personal mandate, yes, I was affected, even put it to the description- 'emotionally affected', but I was really curious if he was just challenging us in an Nth  Level now due to the shortcomings, but at the same time, I am wondering on why such a great demise from him. I know for myself that I would be an achiever in that yardstick prepared by my Maker.  I may not be able to deny my low scores on those written exams and prerequisites, but I am just rest assured that no matter how chaotic the world around me may be, there, His assurance is found written on the Bible that He holds the future in His hands. Sometimes, I can just imagine myself dying because of all these clamors, inclusive of all the worries and heartbreaks because of some mishaps. But at the end of the day, I would go running to the One who remains undeterred, the One who never forsakes, the One who loves eternally and the One whose grace and mercy never falters, and He is my Maker. I could feel the worst at times, and I know is not the best reply to how gracious He was. I am thankful that He does not let me go through all these pains, hardships and trials alone.

At the same time, I shall do my part with all I am, 100%, and we will face this and pursue.