Passion to Passion

It would be the most wonderful thing if one could have his passion done through his career. Though it may not happen at all times. However, in moments that I sometimes cannot find the passion in the sense of what I do all the time, I take time to find love in doing it. I am loving what I do because it changes the view. It may not always be 'do what you love' but sometimes, you also need to 'love what you do' in order to do what you may love. And it's not that I am not loving it still, it is now that I have started falling in love to what this field has something to offer. And most of the time, these impressions don't last and stay true for all the journey. Bad or good these impressions may be, in the long run, the obvious remains,  the truth stands out. And you'll just find everything else falling into order. And you'll just know that He orchestrated it in such a way that His plans for me are never enough for my own human comprehension. It'll just be the sweetest surprise. <3

Crash Landed

These have just been the most prevalent thoughts and ideas of mine for the past few days and it's just now that it was made bloggable by a triggering sermon made by our professor earlier. 

I don't know, but as he (our professor) was giving us his sermon and emotional sentiments on how disappointed he was due to some reasons which are true and some of which are perceived from his own authoritative-dominant point of view was just (this maybe an understatement, but honestly) heart breaking. I know deep inside, that those ideas and disappointment he shared would matter in ways, one, because right now, he's our prof, and second, maybe in the future, we would get back to those sermons and stand corrected, indeed. Yes, they would value, they would mean to us, however, from my personal mandate, yes, I was affected, even put it to the description- 'emotionally affected', but I was really curious if he was just challenging us in an Nth  Level now due to the shortcomings, but at the same time, I am wondering on why such a great demise from him. I know for myself that I would be an achiever in that yardstick prepared by my Maker.  I may not be able to deny my low scores on those written exams and prerequisites, but I am just rest assured that no matter how chaotic the world around me may be, there, His assurance is found written on the Bible that He holds the future in His hands. Sometimes, I can just imagine myself dying because of all these clamors, inclusive of all the worries and heartbreaks because of some mishaps. But at the end of the day, I would go running to the One who remains undeterred, the One who never forsakes, the One who loves eternally and the One whose grace and mercy never falters, and He is my Maker. I could feel the worst at times, and I know is not the best reply to how gracious He was. I am thankful that He does not let me go through all these pains, hardships and trials alone.

At the same time, I shall do my part with all I am, 100%, and we will face this and pursue.