And There Existed that "Separation Anxiety"

People mattered a lot and sometimes being separated to them meant more than just missing them.

From the transfer I had, I cartainly had a hard time accepting that it was to come though  I already saw it coming. I knew it would take me quite long to adjust and adapt. I am missing people. I am really missing people, more than what the word "missing", itself, means. I am just excited to be with them again. I never knew I would feel this waaaay. HAHA. Am I being too dramatic already? Haha. :P Whenever I would see them along hallways, or somewhere, my heart is a little like falling and it goes with them as they pass. ;) Something like that. Haha. Do you now get the idea? Haha. :PP Few weeks from now, I would write an answer to this  self-proclaimed clamor and have another view on it. Trust me. ;) It's just what I feel right now. Sorry to bother. :) 

Nonetheless, I don't want to dwell in this so called "Separation Anxiety". Haha. I am looking forward to being with them again and again. Oh, yes. I am learning outside my box and I am... happy that my Maker wants me to go and experience someplace else where more than education, learning would be most appropriate to His daughter (which would be another story.) :)

(So this write up is just about people and it's just a part of the whole picture.) :)

PS,
And oh, yes. This one's an exception too. Haha. I told myself never to blog about sad matters or dilemmas. But, maybe, just maybe.. this one's an exception.  (For real.) Haha. O___o

Friends, if you can just read this, I miss you so muuuch! :* :(( :)

Yes, This One.

"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.  Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead. I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. Only let us live up to what we have already attained. Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you." Philippians 3:12-17

And So the Internship Began

Recently, the internship has been a trend for us, third year students. Some of us were disapointed for some reasons, some ecstatic, and some are just there, having OJT-as a requirement. 

Since April, I was so frustrated to just have my OJT because I am really excited to be in a new atmosphere and to have that so called "OJT" where you get to experience a part of the realm of work.  So there goes the month of May and it went so fast. I was deployed at the Office I did not know of. The moment I entered the Office, I was seriously aloof and a little scared because everybody's quiet. You could hear voices from across the room, seriously. I thought all people there are just... quiet, silent and just serious. Good thing, another intern was with me when I entered the Office's pantry and talked to him.

I really like the moments where I have to rush here and there to get this and that, the authority and the pressure. Seriously. :) At first, I was challenged because the tasks at hand needed quick and prompt take. Later on, I got used to it. I really enjoyed it, though, honestly, in some parts of it, I really tire. 

The staffs in the office are cute and cool. Hehe. SRSLY. :)) They have their own way of being mushy, funny, cool, serious and encouraging. I don't exactly know why I am having this odd feeling but I think I somehow got attached to the people who ask me to do things. I like the rush and the pressure, mediocrity aside. 

For some reasons, at the end of the day, I want to say that I took this part of my college life by heart. I really want to make the most it. I know I can't be an Intern all over again. It's either I work there where I would be then, an employee already, and not a simple intern where things would be a lot different then. I just want to learn a lot from this experience and see how things would work for me. 

A lot of realizations were made. It's just fun, exhilarating, challenging and just enjoyable. If classes won't be just around the corner, I would love to extend, even just for a week or a short while. It's not only the tasks that makes me like and enjoy the internship, but also or I must say, it's the people in there that makes it a blast.